My Fault

Everything that went wrong and all my losses are my fault.
Completely my fault.
Everything.
There has to be something I could of done, something my body did wrong.
Maybe I tripped.
Maybe I ate something bad.
Maybe I took something for a head ache I shouldn't have.
There has to be something.
I did something wrong.
I wish I knew what it was.
If I did I could fix that mistake and not have to go through this heart break again.
I have to figure it out.
I have to.
Its all my fault.
And the guilt is crushing.