2013 is supposedly my year. I'd like to think it is.
I'm graduating, getting married, hopefully getting my first full time job.
But you know what I want from this year more than anything?
A positive pregnancy test...
And a healthy pregnancy...
I want the above things to occur first, become a little more financially stable.
I want this to be my year... the year we get pregnant with our rainbow.
Recently, I've found myself on the brink of obsessed with the idea of getting pregnant.
- How will we change the office into a nursery?
- What is the cost of a crib, rocking chair, dresser/changing table?
- How will the dog react? (I think he's going to love a new baby, he loves our neighbor's baby)
- Should I being taking folic acid now?
- How much weight loss will help the health of my future pregnancy?
- Will my parents be ready to be grandparents?
- Would I be stealing the thunder of my SiL who is pregnant with her first?
- How scared am I going to be during my pregnancy? Is that going to affect the health of my baby?
- Is Dave ready for this? Am I ready for this?
I want this to be my year. I don't know if it will be, but at very least it puts me a year closer to my rainbow.