Maybe?

I gave in and decided to play with one of those facial "make my baby" things you can find all over the internet. I mashed my face with David's and here's what I came up with. Not bad, at least I don't think so. Really cute actually. Would Daniel have looked anything like this? Is this even close to what our little boy would look like? So many questions that will never ever be answered...

That's what hurts the most, bar none... Not knowing anything. Not a damn thing about my little boy... or I assume the baby was a boy. I'm not even sure about that! I stand by that my baby was a boy, I feel that in my heart. But would he have his daddy's nose? My eyes? Daddy's chin? I have no idea... I never will have any idea about my long lost baby boy... I like to pretend I know... I wish I knew. God I wish I knew.