Monday, September 26, 2011

Ow

Every few nights I cuddle up with Kylie bear so that I can fall asleep- and Dave curls up behind me, puts his arm around me and presses Kylie bear closer to my chest.

This is when it hits me the hardest.

At that moment- that is the closest we will ever be to being a "normal" family.

The, less than a tablespoon of ashes, contained within that bear is the closest I'll have to holding her. David holding the two of us is the closest we'll ever have to cuddling her.

That hurts.



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