Tomorrow at 2:15 I have my first scan.
I'm honestly shaking with nerves.
If they find a heartbeat my chance of miscarriage drops to less that 3%.
If they don't find a heartbeat... well we grieve and move forward I guess.
Right now I'm all over the place. I go from excited to see my baby, to terrified of getting bad news, anxious that something will be wrong, and back to excitement as the cycle repeats itself.
My nerves are so bad...
I'm honestly shaking with nerves.
If they find a heartbeat my chance of miscarriage drops to less that 3%.
If they don't find a heartbeat... well we grieve and move forward I guess.
Right now I'm all over the place. I go from excited to see my baby, to terrified of getting bad news, anxious that something will be wrong, and back to excitement as the cycle repeats itself.
My nerves are so bad...
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