Dear Daniel,
I really miss you tonight baby boy. The guilt has gotten to an unbearable point. There's no good reason I couldn't have held on to you longer. I should have been able to make it long enough to at least hold you.
I'm sorry I failed you. I hate that word, "fail", but there's really no other word. My job was to keep you safe, and keep you healthy and it didn't happen.
The doctors gave you no chance, but as your mother I always had hope. Whether or not I should have, I did. I had hope that I would hold you tight and see you smile someday.
I always had hope.
I love you so much Daniel.
Love,
Mommy
I really miss you tonight baby boy. The guilt has gotten to an unbearable point. There's no good reason I couldn't have held on to you longer. I should have been able to make it long enough to at least hold you.
I'm sorry I failed you. I hate that word, "fail", but there's really no other word. My job was to keep you safe, and keep you healthy and it didn't happen.
The doctors gave you no chance, but as your mother I always had hope. Whether or not I should have, I did. I had hope that I would hold you tight and see you smile someday.
I always had hope.
I love you so much Daniel.
Love,
Mommy
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