The past few days have been some of the strangest.... not in anything going on, just school and such, but in the emotional whirlwind it has been.
The snow fell hard here and I was thoroughly enjoying every moment of it. There's something so calming about the soft fall of snow and amazing. I felt joy, real joy. Somewhere in the back of my mind I associate snow and Daniel...
And then it started to melt- genuine sadness set in. I hate it when the snow melts. Its like saying goodbye to Daniel all over again. There's nothing worse.
I don't know why I feel this way. I have an amazing fiancée, amazing angel mom support.... Should i need anything else?