What should be

My twins should be 16 months old, learning to walk, and talk, and so beautiful...

I should be 29 weeks into my pregnancy with Daniel.
Instead I'm childless, and living alone in a run down apartment 700 miles away from their daddy wondering where I'm going in life.
Yes, David and I are engaged and that means so much to me.
I can't help but wonder what would have been if everything had turned out differently... what everything should be...