It's coming on One year since I became pregnant. Thats crazy for me to think about. But as I get closer to the Angel Dates of my babies nightmares are starting to haunt me. Each night its something different. Something I do to loose them. I don't know how to stop these. It's so awful.
Last night I was holding Kylie again. She was bigger and more developed. Beautiful and pure. Maybe 17 weeks instead of 8. Then she started crying as if in pain, and then she convulsed and died. I was so upset. It was so terrible.
I thank god that she went to angels asleep...
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