There are days where I just have to lie through my teeth, to myself and others.
If people knew the thoughts that ran through my head...
I'd be put away forever.
I tell myself I'm happy, and that tomorrow will be better.
I tell those I love that I'm "fine" and that nothing really matters.
"No I don't want a party for James' third" is a blatant lie,
I just don't want to be the one to plan it,
Because the let down of no one wanting to come would kill me,
I can lie about my pain to keep others from hurting...
Until it kills me.
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